> Alas, they do die, too! Yeah. Then they've gotten liberty AND death. I spent many years on a dive-rescue team. We performed both climbing and water rescues. Kids going rock-climbing during an ice storm, trespassing to get to the really cool cave in the cliff so they could drink beer, leaving the geeky-looking PFD in the ski locker while they ran the overpowered boat into the wing dam at 25 knots or capsized the canoe into Spring's rushing high water with blue jeans, tennies and a sweatshirt that made them a cross between a Smurf and Resusci-Anne when we finally got them out. I took pride in giving back to my community and working with the best Team of men and women with whom it has ever been my privilege to work. But my enthusiasm gave way to a feeling that said, "Why are we risking our lives?" -- and making value judgments about both the few rescued and the many needlessly dead. When those thoughts intrude, the unhesitating willingness to go into harm's way to help gives way to a cynicism that has no place in that kind of work. I was fortunate in that I was able to recognize the beginnings of burnout and compassion fatigue in myself before it affected my work with the Team, and I took my leave. When we did a recovery I always found a job that would take me as far as possible from the newly-bereaved family when they began that process everyone calls "closure" and which was all too often the only thing we could give them to go along with the rigid cold thing we found that was so recently their kid. But it was never far enough, because there is no way to be out of earshot; even now I am occasionally awakened by that sound that shatters a peaceful night's sleep. No. You cannot legislate common sense and everybody knows their limits which usually include some degree of immortality. But everyone who loves to live life on the edge should hear, if only once, the noise a mother makes when we start to rinse the gear. Jim the washed-up Divemaster *************************************************************************** PaddleWise Paddling Mailing List - Any opinions or suggestions expressed here are solely those of the writer(s). You must assume the entire responsibility for reliance upon them. All postings copyright the author. Submissions: PaddleWise_at_PaddleWise.net Subscriptions: PaddleWise-request_at_PaddleWise.net Website: http://www.paddlewise.net/ ***************************************************************************Received on Fri Oct 27 2006 - 03:58:21 PDT
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