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From: Bob Carter <revkayak_at_mtaonline.net>
subject: [Paddlewise] An Odyssey of Waterfalls (long post)
Date: Tue, 8 Oct 2002 01:37:35 -0800
An Odyssey of Waterfalls








BARANOF ISLAND '99








My Seakayaking trips begin as dreams, born by the sight of a squiggle on a
map, a view from a plane, a passage on a ferry.  Visions of paddling in the
midst of awe-inspiring scenery along a remote coast of wind and waves.  Dreams
of chance and exciting encounters with wildlife. 





For years the rugged east coast of Baranof Island had called to me. Many a
morning, as I walked along the muddy streets of the remote Tlingit village of
Angoon in Southeast Alaska, I gazed across the storm-tossed waters of Chatham
Strait to the rugged shoreline of Baranof Island. To the south Kaskynu Falls
could be seen tumbling into the sea. Slanted in its course down the granite
mountainside, the first time I saw it I mistook it for a sail boat with sails
billowed by the wind. I longed for a chance to sit in a kayak in its misty
breath and hear it^Òs peaceful thunder. 





Those I talked to who had fished that distant shore told of other great
waterfalls and cascades. I had to go. 





To the north sat White Rock. Long rains are the norm for this land, but on
occasion the sun does shine and splendors abound. Many a sunny day I looked
north to see White Rock shine as the welcomed sun gleamed off the
rain-drenched rock. Someday but to touch this distant stone. 





One more enchanted place lay to the north -- Basket Bay. As I lived among the
Tlingit, I sat at the feet of the elders who told me the stories of their
peoples. They spoke of ancient days when in their noble cedar canoes they rode
upon the waters of Noah^Òs great flood, landing at the head of the great rivers
of the north. Knowing the journey was not yet finished they floated down the
rivers into the great oceans and drifted with the tides to find a home.





One group of Tlingit were searching for a home and a name. They paddled into a
small bay where the salmon were running, but found only a few salmon and not
enough to sustain them through the winter. Then a beaver swam into the midst
of their canoes and then headed out to sea. They followed. Why? Sometimes when
profound mysteries of the world speak, we are destined to follow. For miles
across open and perilous seas, the beaver swam and slowly the Tlingit
followed. In the distance a peninsula emerged out of the fog. The beaver swam
up the inlet and silently disappeared beneath the waters. The Tlingit
explored. They discovered miles of inland bays and rivers where salmon swam,
deer roamed the beach and large tidal flats revealed an abundance of edible
plants and shellfish. They discovered home; they discovered their name Dae
Shee Taan -- The Raven Beaver Clan.





Now, having been adopted by the Raven Beaver Clan, I wanted to see this place
of legend, mystery and, perhaps, more truth than our skeptical modern mind
could accept. I wanted to see Basket Bay. 





Yet sometimes years pass and misfortune falls before dreams can be fulfilled.




Now, on an August day in 1999, with a few paddle strokes I began the journey
of my dreams. Having flown out of Sitka, I landed in the remote fishing
village of Port Alexander, a rough and ragged little place with a cast of
characters who were more colorful than any fiction writer could make them. 





My boat had arrived a couple of months before me on a friend^Òs fishing boat.
After packing up my gear, I headed out of the inlet onto the open sea. I
lingered at the mouth of the inlet and looked south. Two years ago I had been
at this very spot, yet then I headed south around Cape Ommaney and towards the
outer coast. Fourteen days later I arrived in Sitka with a greater
understanding of the world, myself and God. 





Last year I had also sat at this very same spot looking north to the horizon
ready mentally for another great journey. "Ah, the best laid schemes of mice
and men oft times go astray." (Burns) It was a horizon that, in the end, I
would not cross. 





As I turned north the sun shone brightly in the clear sky, such a blessing in
this land of rain. 





The previous year I had started on a rainy, foggy morning out of Port
Alexander with the same intent, the same dreams and the same destiny -- the
village of Tenekee. Yet only a mile and a half into the trip, I began to
notice a slight aching in my left forearm. At first, since I had never had any
physical problems like this before, I ignored it and paddled on. However,
after a couple of miles, the pain was enough that I could not ignore it. I
tried various ways to change my grip or my paddle stroke, but nothing helped.
After only ten miles, I found a small bay called Toledo Harbor and made camp.






The next morning I awoke when I rolled over on my now very sore arm.
Determined to keep going, I began to stuff my sleeping bag. However my left
forearm was too sore to either grip the stuff sack or stuff in the bag. I
sadly realized I wasn^Òt going anywhere, especially to Tenekee. 





I sat there for the next two days, waiting for the arm to be well enough to
paddle back to Port Alexander. The ten mile paddle back took two days. 





At first I dealt with the emotions of disappointment and frustration. All the
dreams, hopes, planning, and packing were now taken away by a mysterious
injury. Yet, as I had plenty of time to contemplate the hand life had now
dwelt me, rather than falling into a pit of negative emotions, I chose to find
ways to celebrate what I did have. I was safe. It was salmon season and if I
couldn^Òt paddle back I could flag down a fishing boat. I was camping in a
remote, beautiful little bay in Southeast Alaska watching whale, seals and
sealions swim pass. I was surrounded by a lush rain forest of giant spruce and
hemlock, where mink, otter and deer lived out their days. I shared the bay
with eagles who put on dazzling displays while plucking salmon from the sea.
In the deep woods the haunting voice of the raven called out ancient
mysteries. 





I was safe in a place of wonder, so how could I be anything but content? 





By odd coincidence I had chosen to read Homer^Òs Odyssey^Ò the story of
Odysseus^Ò 17-year journey home, obstructed by the malicious Greek gods who
toyed with his fate. I began to sense that mine was a different story. My
odyssey was halted by a mysterious injury that had never before plagued me,
nor has it ever shown up in the years since. It was if a more kindly divine
force were saying there was something up ahead, perhaps some cross current of
wave and tide or fierce wind of a storm or hungry marauding bear that I would
not survive. I accepted this simple grace with thankfulness.





Now a year later I was once again camped in Toledo Harbor. The sun was
shinning and my arm was healthy; this year the journey was meant to be! 





The next morning I set off for Deep Cove, 15 miles to the north. Once again
the sun shone bright! I passed Little Port Walter, where over 300 inches of
rain fall each year. The joke is that it is so rainy there that even the
salmon wear raincoats. A handful of people live there, running a salmon
hatchery. I did not envy them. 





As I paddled by, I saw plenty of coho salmon making their way up the hatchery
weir. Salmon spawning season was at full bore and I would need to be watchful
of the great brown bears that roamed the streams, feasting on the bounty. 





The map noted a waterfall tucked inside a small inlet simply called Mist Cove.
The maps showed the falls being fed by a small lake and the name mist implied
a softness and gentleness. I wasn^Òt really expecting much. As I rounded the
point, I was greeted by a thunderous roar and a wall of cascading water!
Instead of being a gentle trickling falls, this was a deluge leaping off the
cliff above, crashing down the rock face and pounding into the sea below! The
watery mist resulting from the collision was more like an storm of spray! 





I sat mesmerized for a long time by the sight and sound of this waterfall.
Since I was a young child, I have been drawn to waterfalls. The coolness of
the spray on a hot summers day. The roar which is as much felt as it is heard.
The dancing of the water as it tumbles downward. The rocks below polished
smooth by the ages of falling waters. The sheer power. The world still being
shaped and formed, created by the simplest of things, water falling from the
sky. 





Baranof Island is about 100 miles long and 25 miles at its^Ò widest point. The
snowcapped mountains rise to over 5000 feet in its^Ò interior. Steep-walled
coves and fjords cut inland from the sea. I paddled into Deep Cove, the first
of many coves I would call home for a night. Spruce and hemlock grew at tides^Ò
edge, while willows, ferns and devil^Òs club climbed the mountain, eventually
giving way to alpine plants of the mountaintops. Within a month the first
snows would fall, covering these mountaintop meadows for another long winter^Òs
night. Today however, both the mountain and I were bathed in sunlight.





I discovered a small waterfall at the head of the cove. As I crawled into my
sleeping bag that night, the sound of falling water lolled me into a deep and
peaceful sleep.





"Ya gotta go into The Lord^Òs Pocket", a friend said when she heard I was going
to paddle up this coast. I searched the map to find such a place. The map
showed a narrow cove so small I was surprised it was even given a name. 





She went on to say that I would have to enter on the flood tide and I would be
there till ebb whether I liked it or not. 





Actually this entire trip was based on the tide. The flood tide in southeast
rolls north and I had chosen these two weeks to take advantage of the
favorable ebb and floods of the tide. Since I prefer to camp at the head of
the bays, I tried to time it so I rode in with the flood and out with the ebb.
The Lord^Òs Pocket would be no exception. I arrived at the entrance about two
hours after slack tide. The first thing I noticed was how narrow the entrance
was. As I paddled in, it necked down to such a narrow point that if I had
turned sideways I would have broached!





I was so preoccupied with navigating the slim passage that beauty of this
place caught me by surprise. Wow! It was as if I had paddled into a whole
different world. I had paddled from an ocean wide and deep into an intimate
little bay whose shallow and reflective waters were surrounded by lush tidal
grasses and old growth forest. I drifted for a while just trying to take it
all in.





Eventually I looked around for a campsite and chose a grassy knoll near the
entrance. I set up camp and had dinner. While I was eating a noticed a
disturbance in the water across the bay. River otters! I watched with delight
as this family of otters frolicked about in the water. Then I noticed they
were heading my direction. Just a few yards from my camp spot, one of the
otters looked up and saw me for the first time. She suddenly popped up half
out of the water and stared at me. The others quickly joined her and began to
chatter. "Oops, am I in your favorite spot?" I asked. Judging from their angry
looks, I was. After a few minutes the otters swam away, with their noses
indignantly thrust into the air. Eventually they came out on land about 50
yards from me and scampered into the woods. 





I checked out the beach and, judging from all the empty sea urchin and clam
shells, this was their favorite picnic spot. Their revenge however was sweet.
Though I saw no salmon in the bay, I was still wary of bear, and, as usual, I
slept light. In the middle of the night I awoke to the sound of a crunch! Then
I heard lots of crunching, close by! I scrambled out of my tent, bear spray in
hand, only to watch the otter family dive into the water, their dinner of
urchins at my feet. Then it hit me, I wasn^Òt wearing any socks or shoes and
the wet grass was cold! Do otters laugh?





I awoke in this little paradise to another sunny day. This weather was too
good to be true. I paddled out the Lord^Òs Pocket and caught the flood tide
north. 





My next stop would be the most poorly named bay ever -- Gut Bay. Gut Bay,
despite a nauseating name, is spectacular, with a narrow entrance opening up
into a four mile long inlet. Patches of snow high up in the alpine meadows
melt to trickle down through the tundra grasses, to join with other streams to
form dozens of small waterfalls which drop hundreds of feet into the ocean
below. Schools of salmon swim toward the salt chuck meadow at the head of the
bay to find the stream of their birth and begin the cycle of life again. Deer
drink from the same stream with a wary eye, watching for the great bears of
the forest. 





A beautiful bay deserves a better name. No one I talked to could tell me the
source of the name, so I do not know if this was someone^Òs name, or a
reference to a place to clean fish. Either way it deserves better. 





I camped as far from the salmon stream as I could. I did not see any bear, but
I did see plenty of bear sign. The warm sun was probably too hot for them, so
they retreated into the woods to wait for the cool of the evening to reemerge
and fish for dinner. 





The next day was again sunny, unusual for August. I paddled out of Gut Bay and
headed up to Hoggat Bay. I was hoping to see mountain goats. Though not native
to this island, they were introduced here a number of years ago and have
thrived ever since. (The first time I saw them was October 3, 1988. I was
flying to Sitka from Angoon. When one passage proved to be fogged in, the
pilot chose another and we were treated to the sight of several mountain goats
grazing just below the snow line. Why do I remember the date so well? It was
the day my son was born and I was flying over to the hospital to see him for
the first time.) 





The sheer cliffs of Hoggatt proved memorable. They were by far the steepest
and tallest I had seen and the waterfalls fell by the dozens, but
unfortunately there were no goats to be seen. The campsite at the head of the
bay was a little tight, but there was enough space to be comfortable. 





The first thing I checked in the morning was the sky. It was still clear and
sunny! I paddled out to Chatham Strait and discovered glassy seas. I headed
north and noted several salmon boats fishing. I could hear gear winding, and
voices echoing across the water. Most were so preoccupied with their fishing
that I was beside them before they noticed me. Usually they just waved. One
woman though had just landed a nice silver (coho) salmon and offered it to me
for my dinner. I had to politely refuse. I had no place to put it except on
the boat or on in my lap. "Sorry," I said, " I can^Òt afford to smell like a
salmon. Too many bears!" She laughed and said, "I guess you^Òre right." 





My next stop was Red Bluff Bay, a place well deserving of its^Ò name. The
cliffs on the north side of the bay are a red hue, a striking contrast to the
green forests and alpine meadows that surround them. I paddled all the way to
the head and had lunch. The salt chuck meadows at the head were as big as any
I had seen on this trip. Also the stream that flowed in was full of silver and
pink salmon working their way upstream to the gravel beds where they would
spawn. I watched the stream as they wiggled and squirmed up the shallows. The
tops of their fins were blanched from being sunburned while swimming in
shallow water. They had stopped eating a while back and now, with their jaws
beginning to hook, they could no longer catch food. They were dying in their
quest to spawn, beginning again the age-old cycle of birth, life and death. 





After watching the salmon for a while, I paddled back to the mouth of the bay
and camped at an abandoned cannery site. Once upon a time, canneries like this
were found all through Southeast but now are few and far between. Now most lie
abandoned and slowly are consumed by the rain, the wind and the wet moss. 





The next morning I awoke to rain and wind. I couldn^Òt complain. I certainly
had more sun already on this trip than my last three combined! The wind was
coming from behind me and was beginning to really pick up. By mid afternoon I
was surfing the following swells. For a while this was fun, but eventually the
waves became irregular and whitecapped. I caught several good surfs that were
almost too good. Loaded with two weeks worth of gear and food, my boat was
heavy and didn^Òt respond quickly to either paddle strokes or hip snaps, both
vital in handling these following seas. 





Finally it was hunger and thirst that sent me to shelter. I saw a rock jutting
out from shore up ahead and decided to duck behind it for a water and snack
break. The wind was driving the seas and my boat at a pretty good rate when I
nosed into the eddy, so I was ready to lean and brace into the eddy turn.
Unfortunately just as I was sliding across the eddy line, a rather large swell
came up from behind and lifted my stern. The result was the nose of my boat
buried in the reverse current of the eddy and dove like a submarine! I nearly
did an ender and had to fight the boat with a desperate lean to keep it from
flipping! Though I have a good roll honed amid the whitewater rivers of West
Virginia, a fully loaded seakayak being pushed by the back eddy into a rock
might have resulted in an unplanned and rough swim. 





After a long snack break, I paddled north till I reached Cascade Bay. The map
showed a short bay ending in a waterfall. If I could find a camp spot here, I
could get shelter out of the wind. True to its^Ò name, an impressive cascade
poured into the head of the bay. What little beach there was offered little
for camping, but I found a spot under some giant spruce just big enough for my
tent. Nice and cozy. 








Rain and wind greeted me the next morning, but I was too excited to care. If
things went as I planned, I would make it to Kasnyku Falls today! First I had
a decision to make. I would also pass by the village of Baranof, famous for
its hot springs. I could paddle in and, for a small fee, enjoy a hot dip in
the springs. I elected not to stop. I was concerned that the storm would grow
worse and I would have to sit it out for a couple of days, so this was a day
to make time. Also I was enjoying the solitude and was not ready to break the
silence as yet. Besides, by not detouring to Baranof, I had more time to
explore the Takatz Islands. These islands sit behind a small peninsula in
Takatz Bay. As I paddled, I discovered a variety of birds, including
harlequins, cormorants and surf scooters, joining me in choosing the shelter
of the islands amid the storm. 





After years of waiting, the moment came. I rounded a small point and turned to
enter Waterfall Cove. There before my eyes was Kaskynu Falls thundering off
the mountain in all its glory! Not even the wind and rain dampened my spirits.
In fact as the top of the falls disappeared in the low-flying clouds, it added
to the wonder of the moment. 





The persistent wind pushed me north away from the falls, but there was indeed
more to see. Two miles to the north was Hidden Falls. Though not as large as
Kasnyku, still it was worth the price of getting here. Tucked inside a small
cove, the spray was so great it didn^Òt matter whether it was raining or not;
everything was soaked and stayed soaked! 





Alas the cliffs and the falls offered no suitable place to camp, so I headed
north to Cosmos Cove. Two miles deep, it offered shelter from the storm.
Unfortunately it was a soggy camp site, but I had little hopes of finding a
dry one.





The next morning the wind and the rain played the drums on my tent. The wind
was not strong enough to prevent me from paddling; it was just that after 7
days I had planned to take a break anyway. I always plan in weather days on my
schedule, just in case. So after breakfast I retired to my tent and read. 





The next day the wind had died down some, but not the rain. Not wanting to
fall behind schedule, I paddled on. After a couple of hours, I came to the
mouth of Kelp Bay, one of the largest bays on Baranof Island. I could have
easily spent two or three days exploring this bay, but had decided to save
that for another trip. With the limited speed of a kayak and, for that matter,
my own limitations, I couldn^Òt explore everything I wanted. Still I ducked
behind Pond Island and explored an area called "The Basin". Crossing the mouth
of Kelp Bay proved to be a challenge. It was a two mile open crossing with the
unbridled wind hitting me directly sideways. It was a wet and wild ride! The
whitecaps took turns at me, seeing which one could drench me the most. The
wind joined in on the game, throwing gusts at me, trying to catch me off guard
and knock me over. The tide upped the ante by throwing in the occasional
swirl. The rain made sure that my glasses would be useless. Ah, what a
wonderful day to be at sea! 





Despite the rather miserable conditions, I made the crossing and turned north,
putting the wind behind me. Now I approached Pt. Thatcher and I had a decision
to make. First a little personal history. On two previous trips I had paddled
the north and west coasts of Baranof. About one mile beyond Pt. Thatcher,
somewhere in Peril Strait, I would pass the mark where I could say I had
circumnavigated Baranof. This had been a personal goal for many years and now
was practically within sight. The question was -- today or tomorrow?





I chose tomorrow for a couple of reasons. I had already done 15 miles and was
quite spent. I had managed one open crossing and Peril Strait would mean
another. So I decided to camp at Pt. Thatcher and save the moment for
tomorrow. The problem was tomorrow had other ideas. 





In the wee hours of the morning, I awoke in a tent that was trying to go
airborne!





The night before I had set it up in a small wind block, but the wind direction
had changed and it was kicking out of the west. By morning Peril Strait was a
sea of whitecaps. I watched as the wind formed waves then blew them apart. A
friend in Port Alexander later told me they measured 60mph gusts there, and
she hoped and prayed that I was somewhere safe. 





To make a long story short, I sat there for two days, watching seas rage and
oceans boil. I had waited years for this moment and now was stopped literally
within sight of my goal. Also I was concerned about how much time I would have
to make up. It was 39 miles to Tenekee, my eventual destination. The ferry was
scheduled to leave there in four days. Would I get three easy days to paddle
or two long ones. Only the wind knew. Admittedly I became frustrated at first,
but then eventually reconciled to waiting and waiting. 





By the third morning the storm had receded and the seas had ceased their
raging. It was time to paddle on. Somewhere just beyond Traders Island I
raised my paddle in the air and simply said "yes". I had done it, over the
years I had circumnavigated Baranof Island. True it was not the greatest feat
in Seakayaking history, nor even my own greatest achievement Still it was a
moment when a dream comes true, when the intent of a quest is reached. Onward
I journeyed, renewed by the moment, knowing that other great moments were to
come. Ahead lay the shores of Chichagof Island. 





Soon I reached Morris Reef, a shallow reef at the mouth of Peril Strait.
Morris Reef is famous for a few ship wrecks and whales. Many a time on the
ferry I had seen whales feeding here and today would be no exception. 





Whoosh! Ah, that wonderful sound of whales. A small group of humpback whales
were feeding on the outside of the reef. I sat for a while, playing a guessing
game of where they would surface next. Most times I missed my guess, but it
was a fun game to be able to play. 





The sun was trying to break through the clouds and I was guessing that white
rock would soon be gleaming. As I paddled closer it seemed like a different
world, the rock formations were different and the seas became more shallow.
More sandy beaches appeared. Great kelp beds lined the shore. Then I saw it
,White Rock, shining in the sun! I stopped for lunch on a large tidal flat
that at low tide would have extended all the way to White Rock. A small stream
flowed through a small valley on to the flats. A group of herring gulls
floated at the mouth of this stream. Hermit crabs scurried about in the tidal
pools waiting for the flood tide to renew their home with food. A few
unfortunate jelly fish blown into the shallows and stranded by the tide lay
like a glop on the mud waiting for the salvation of the incoming tide. 





And there was White Rock itself, a great boulder amid the sea. Tall and round
with steep sides, in a way it seemed out of place, with no other rocks for
companionship. Perhaps it had risen out of the sea through the awesome force
of the movement of the earth^Òs tectonic plates. Perhaps at one time it had
been a ^Ñrock of Gibraltar^Ò but now, with the passage of the wind and waves and
time, was in its^Ò dying glory. Mysteries unanswered, I paddled on. 





Normally I try to hold my days to no more than 15 miles, but today my
destination called for a 19 mile paddle. It is not so much my arms and back
but my butt that sets the limits. After so many miles my tush starts to
protest. So I was ever so glad to see the entrance to Basket Bay! The very
thought of Basket Bay renewed my strength. 





In addition to the place of Tlingit story, Basket Bay also is also known for
an underground salmon run. The stream that flows out of Kook Lake ages ago
carved through the soft rock and flowed underground to the sea. Now the salmon
follow that same course to spawn in the waters of Kook Lake. I searched out
the stream and followed it into a cave. The top of the cave had broken through
in a couple of places so there was adequate light to see. Several boat lengths
into the cave I encountered a small waterfall. Below me, moving about in the
water, were hundreds of sockeye (red) salmon, patiently waiting the right
moment to travel upstream. A few salmon bumped my boat as they jockeyed about,
trying to position themselves behind the egg laden females. 





Slowly I backed out of the cave and set about looking for a camp site. I
landed on the beach and immediately discovered a wealth of bear sign. Tracks,
scat and chewed-up salmon lined the beach. The trail leading up to Kook lake
had bear tracks of every size. Despite one tent spot that looked inviting and
soft, I wasn^Òt about to camp here. I instead paddled to a small rock point
some 100 yards away. Sleeping on rocks seemed a better alternative than to
sleep with bears. It turned out later this was a good choice. 





That evening while I munched on dinner, I watched as a young brown bear came
down the trail from Kook Lake and ambled out on to the beach. He sniffed at a
few of the chewed-up salmon, then walked up to the very spot I had thought
about setting up my tent. He reached the spot and sniffed the ground for a
bit. Then he preceded to vigorously scratch his butt on the ground! Glad I
wasn^Òt sleeping there! 








The morning brought a stiff north wind. With 19 miles to paddle, that was the
one direction I had hoped it would not be. Alas, rather than lament, I decided
to accept what was given, so into the wind I ventured. On long days like this,
I try to focus on my paddle stroke, trying to make each as efficient as
possible. When my stroke is most efficient I fall into a rhythm, my torso
rotating into each stroke, balancing the upper arm push with the lower arm
pull, keeping my hands loose, extending the fingers of the upper hand to
prevent cramps. I know by feel where the blade should enter the water and
where it should exit . After all these years I know the feel of the wooden
shaft of my paddle flexing ever so slightly as it cuts through the water.
Today everything felt right and good.





These were special hours upon the water. The long journey near its end filled
with memories and stories to tell for years to come. The wind brisk in my
face, and out in the channel the seas are beginning to toss whitecapped waves
about. My body was weary but strong, my paddle stroke falling into a sweet
rhythm. I watched eagles dine on fresh salmon plucked from the sea. Whales on
the horizon spouted plumes of cloudy breath into the wind. An old sealion
cruised by, heading to haul out on a distant rock. A curious seal followed for
a bit, ducking under the water each time I peered over my shoulder. A bear
wandered along the beach, nosing here and there for food, unaware of my
passing or of my joy at watching. 





The wind now switched out of the northwest, unfortunately the direction I now
headed into as I left Chatham Strait and entered Tenekee Inlet. Ten miles to
go and the wind began to pick up. For days the wind blew at my back, easing
the days^Ò paddle. Now it seems I must pay the piper and earn my miles. 





Another two mile open crossing greeted me with wind and whitecaps. I paddled
into Trap Bay for a long rest, snack and water break. I wanted to catch the
ferry out of Tenekee tonight, not to mention enjoy a soak in the Hot Springs.
Yet the decision to cross in these conditions must be made not according to
human schedules but by human abilities and limitations. To many have died
because human schedules have conflicted with natures^Ò. "Do I have enough left
to safely make the crossing?" is the question I have to ask myself. There have
been times in the past when I have answered that question "No". I live to
paddle again because I did. 





After a walk on the beach to stretch my legs, I climb back into the boat. The
seas are not pretty, but I honestly feel I am within my limits. The closer I
come to the middle of the inlet, the more the seas kick. Up and down my boat
is tossed by the waves. The occasional wave breaks over me, for a second
grabbing my boat and surfing it sideways. I lay into the wave, brace with my
paddle and ride out wave ^Ñtil it breaks its^Ò back and lets me go. No room for
the timid here; it is give your all to a brace or get tossed upside-down by
the sea. 





Actually I am having fun and enjoying the energy of the wind and waves. I am
within my limits and skill level, I am dressed for the conditions and have
backup plans B,C & D ^Ñjust in case^Ò. I am confident in my roll and paddle
float rescues. I have been in worse conditions and survived, so I truly relish
moments like this. This is why I paddle, to experience life at the edge where
we rely on ourselves, our human traits of skill, wisdom and courage rather
that our fancy technologies. This is a great day! 





The crossing now complete, I made my way along the north shore line to
Tenekee. About a mile out, the wind threw one final fury at me. Several big
gusts just about stopped me dead in my tracks! Old mariners and salty old
seakayakers talk about the wind having a consciousness that plays games or
(worse) extracts revenge on the traveler. For a moment I began to wonder! The
last hundred yards were the worst, but finally the nose of my boat touched the
shore and the journey was at end. 





After staging up my gear at the ferry ramp, I treated myself to a soak in the
hot springs. My body had paid its^Ò dues, especially the last two days. As I
slowly slid into the 108 degree water, at first my body stiffened with all the
aches of the trip momentarily coming back, but then the muscles began to relax
and I settled in floating amid these soothing hot waters flowing up out of the
earth. Ah, hot springs and memories. Remembrances of deep bays with cascading
waterfalls shining bright in the sunshine. Recollections of wild and untamed
seas, rolling tides, whitecapped waves dancing before the wind. Reminiscences
of great bears and spawning salmon, of spouting whales and curious seals.
Thinking back to this journey of 150 miles and realizing that such a journey
is not measured in miles, but is measured in the difference in ourselves
gained along the way. 
























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